Jaguar & Pup - Part 2
Jaguar Lotus Heart's Kundalini Accelerated Energy Transfer

I have been steadily climbing up the spiritual ladder and with Peace Mother here in Hong Kong, I have been able to climb it at a faster pace since Peace Mother is easily able to read my energy when we are together, and quickly reminds me re-center myself whenever I am not aligned with the state of an Impeccable Warrior of the Light.

Apart from receiving powerful Limpias from her on this trip, I was able to receive another amazing gift today.

It all started with me just sharing my thoughts with Peace Mother. The thought came to me when I was walking from the temple to her hotel room through a park. I noticed people laughing, talking and spending time with friends.

It gave me a feeling of how I was a long time ago, when I used to live life on a very superficial level. In those days I was acting as though I was just the body or the mind. Going to work, spending time with the family and entertainment were the things occupying most of my days.

This life seemed good in a way because I was in state of deep sleep and was not aware of my thoughts. I never thought as to where my mind was leading me and what the repercussions were when I entertained those material, egocentric thoughts. In those days, I did not feel the need to take responsibility of my thoughts and actions, thereby just thinking and expressing myself according to my whims, without awareness of consciousness. To some degree, I did think before I said anything or did anything, but it was not on a deeper level, with true awareness of my thoughts. Looking at it from this perspective, it was much less work for me.

Nowadays, I find myself more Alert and spend less time sleep walking. I am noticing everything in my life, noticing how I am feeling with others, what vibration is around me, watching the negative forces, watching my body and noticing the attacks on my psyche and my body and working to release myself from all the negativity around me.

I find myself noticing my wife and mother as well and find that I constantly remind myself, to watch and notice how much they are lost in the Maya of life and how asleep they are. I have not reached the stage of constantly thinking of ways to uplift them and release them from the clutches of Maya.

However, I do ensure that I think of ways to do so when the Maya is too thick and it is affecting my life directly due to disharmony, uneasy air in the house or distress in their personal lives. At those times I find myself asking Spirit to help me say the right things at the right time so as to help them uplift themselves into another reality, which is more expanded than the one they are living right now.

I have so much to learn and grow that I feel very small compared to what is out there and where Peace Mother is at this moment.

I was telling Peace Mother that my mind was tired of being more alert than asleep, yet I did not know any other way to live. Knowing what I know about the influence of Maya, I never want to be caught off guard by the negative forces and slip into amnesia even for a short while.

She decided to bless me with a lot of grace at that time. It was something that I had always wanted to experience since the time she spoke about having the Jaguar experience within her, but I had never come around to asking her. I always wondered what it would be like to receive transfer of energy while she was in this Trance / Samadhi state. Today she decided to show it to me.

I noticed that she went into Trance / Samadhi state in a matter of minutes simply by choosing to do so. Locking our fingers together in such a way that the tips of her fingers were touching the tips of my fingers, it allowed the energy that was flowing through her to be sent to my body as well.

I felt a shiver through my whole body as though the temperature around me was suddenly colder than before, giving me goose bumps all over. After 2-3 times of this shiver, I felt a sort of rejuvenation over my whole body and it no longer felt tired from being overly alert.

I remember telling myself, "Wow, my body doesn't feel tired any more; however my forehead and my eyes are still tired." After another 5-10 minutes of this transfer of energy, I found my eyes and head totally clear and relaxed as though I had woken up after 8 hours of sleep.

This experience in her always brings out the Jaguar through her and her breathing sounds like a Jaguar. It feels as though her body is giving birth to a Jaguar with her body and shoulders shaking and her hands becoming extremely taut.

During this experience I found myself gripping her hands even tighter saying to Divine Mother, "Give me all you can, I am not going to be thrown across the room because of this power and I intend to hang in there".

At one point she was looking in my eyes and I could see that it was somebody else coming through and felt like the eyes of a cat. I felt like saying, HELLO, IS PEACE MOTHER HOME? As for sure those weren't her eyes and it was evident through her face as well that it was not the usual features of Peace Mother.

The transfer of energy went on for about 20 minutes either through the tips of the fingers, through the center of the palm of my hands or with her hands on my head.

I could have sat there for hours just being one with Peace Mother and Divine Mother as the Shakti was flowing through the both of us and it was more powerful than any Limpia I had experienced.

I kept thinking to myself, why I am not able to go into Samadhi as well? I thought to myself that I have yet to go through more cleansing and purifying to be in that state where just through Peace Mother's touch / look would take me into a state of Samadhi. This thought made me want to work harder at my spiritual growth and even though I seem to be traveling fairly quickly, it doesn't seem to satisfy me and I still want to climb higher and faster.

I cannot imagine feeling any closer to Peace Mother than I was at this stage. I just wanted to put my head on her feet and just be there for a while after the energy transfer session finished, however unfortunately there was a knock at the room door and I had to break from the moment much quicker than what I wanted.

Later that day Peace Mother told me that I had earned this energy transfer through the fearlessness I had displayed to the Universe in my journey in the past 10 days. She observed that I had been tackling many intense situations in my life with courage, unlike how I had done in the past, and so I was given this experience.

Peace Mother teaches that when it comes to obstacles in our path, the Universe is first and foremost looking for us to be Willing. If we are willing to go through the necessary growth and changes, we will somehow find the courage to do what is needed at each step of the journey. She shared that she feels there is no point in giving this kind of direct experience to someone who is still dealing with their challenges in a weak, fear-full way. She continued, stating that this sort of power should not be given to one whose soul is still for sale to the dark forces, such as the Force of fear. Divine Mother had only instructed her to invest this Energy in me, because She felt I would be able to make wise and compassionate use of this Energy, by applying it towards teaching humanity about being fearless through my own example. Otherwise, she said, it would not been in accordance with Wisdom to pass this Energy on to me, for it can be misused when put in the hands of someone who is still being controlled through their weakness. In this way, instead of strengthening me, the gift could lead to my downfall, for pure power should only be entrusted to one who has broken away from the tentacles of fear that attempt to hold them back from living a Radiant Life.

The next stage for me to work on, is noticing the cords that are being placed on me by others, immediately, when they are being sent to me. Being at such a high state of awareness is what is needed for me right now and I have set my mind to master this state very soon, hopefully in 2 weeks time.

More later...
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